Mel Robayo - What a Feeling (Demo) [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

As of late my destiny it been dark, while I’m picking apart
Every embedded needle and splinters that’s living in my heart
And the hard part is…. I had to restart
What a feeling, what a feeling, what a feeling
I honestly don’t know where to start
I mean, Should I be me and see how things flourish
Or change my name and move to another city
What a feeling, what a feeling, what a feeling
All this so called feelings are malnourish
Commit to a committee I couldn’t cherish
Like love, god or myself, But hate is what I garish
What a feeling, what a feeling, what a feeling
God dam it, I’m starting to have those feels again
Love can’t resurface life made me inhumane
And the devils giving out chest pains
What a feeling, what a feeling, what a feeling
She says I’m deeply mentally ill
You love you say shit so I’ll hold myself I won’t fire at will
Your mother shoulda swallowed that pill
What a feeling, what a feeling, what a feeling
Dam, don’t tell me Imma be that guy
That might contemplate living a lie
Or make rash decisions to complete a suicide
What a feeling, what a feeling, what a feeling
I thought I loved the feeling of falling in love
Honestly I thought relationships were sacred, now I really hate this shit