MikelWJ - Act Three: Scene One [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Narrator:
However you interpret, his thoughts are still concerning
He knows he isn’t perfect, but he still acted sincere
It took him more than a year, but he’s finally learning
Tell me, was he deserving, of all the bone chilling fear?
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He entertained his demons, found someone to believe in
He exercised his reason, then fully wrote out his route
With all the nonsense he spouts, and then gives it a meaning
Honestly it’s demeaning, but it diminishes doubt
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His dreams were overly grand, and harder than he had planned
He works as hard as he can, but still gets labeled a liar
He got too close to the fire, and wound up burning his hand
Now he’s digging up the land, since he feels so low it’s dire
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Now step back into his head, we’ve reached our tales last chapter
Now lets jump two months ahead, and see all he was after

MikelWJ:
I think I lost my purpose, I’m feeling a little worthless
My heart feels like a wound, so I cover it with curses
I say “Fuck” “Shit” “Damn” like it makes me a man
It makes me feel like a sham, since I don’t know who I am
I hide my blooming insecurities with ego and pride
With the looming understanding that I’m dying inside
It seems whenever I get better, the next fall’s always worse
Always deeper than the last, symptoms always adverse
I take a step out of the valley every verse that I write
I see a little more light, The past is all thats in sight
So if I get through the night, I pray to God that I’m better
I pray he finds my missing pieces and he glues together
Look at the signs in the weather, we’re both acting bipolar
Because I’m only feeling clouds, with the sun on my shoulder
How can I hold it together, If I’ve never seen an example
Why do I get asked for more, when what I gave them is ample?
I don’t know...
I don’t know…

Jacquie:
Hey Michael, is everything okay? You’ve been acting really quiet lately

Michael:
Yeah, I’m fine. Just a little distracted, but I don’t see why that matters to you?

Jacquie:
Don’t be a fucking asshole when I’m just trying to help you relax

Michael:
Maybe I really don’t want anyones help right now. So if you would stop trying to pry, I would really appreciate it

Jacquie:
Goddamn, you think you know everything and you act like you never do anything wrong nowadays. You can’t tell me that this same Michael that I met in High School

Michael:
I’m exactly the same as in High School

Jacquie:
Thats a fucking lie. You change just as much as your mood, so don’t even try to deny that

Michael:
Can you just leave me alone for a little bit, please?

Jacquie:
Not until you tell me what's going on with you. What happened to the old you? What happened to how you used to be so caring? What happened to you teaching people with depression that they can easily Rise Above?