Natty - Real Talk Remix [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1: Natty]
Come & listen to my story, make yourself feel right at home
Cause every time i step up to the microphone
I'm always giving it my all & telling you about my life at home
& just in-case you're wondering why it is i write so cold
Well it's all because i've been down in the dumps
Never had enough money, pounds or above
So I'm smoking all this ganja, I'm drowning my lungs
& I never thought that i would be, found to become
Struggling to live-life, the money isn't in-sight
& my dad is working three jobs just so that we can live-right
But it doesn't seem to work out, I hate the way things turned out
& when i try to write about it, i can't get the words out
That is why i wait a bit & write from the heart
Right from the start i never lied in my bars
So i fight with my past to try & hide all these scars
But when i fell apart i couldn't find another path
So i was left alone to wonder down this cold street
I'm glad to see I'm gradually departing from the old me
"Keep your head up high" is what a friend once told me
& no one knows the real me cause what i show is phoney
But during the space off three years, i've done my best to move on
Venting over these beats, made me write a new song
For two years i had a weak mind, but now i've grown strong
I feel depression slipping away, i can no longer hold on
(Hold on)
I've been awake for four days, i've been getting no sleep
I've been receiving more pain, on drugs I'm gonna O.D
You're nothing but a fake friend, me & you ain't homies
You made it more than blatant but it's something that you don't see
All you ever did was turn my life up-side-down
You tell me i need to loosen up cause I'm up-tight-now
Bruv you need to pipe-down, I'm flipping my life right-round
Music is the spark inside my heart that will never die-down
Real Talk. These are my, real thoughts
Still tryna get paid cause my parents are, still poor
I'm screaming out to god until my voice doesn't feel horse
& until the day I'm happy, frozen ice will still course
Through my veins. Yeah, I didn't choose this lane
But now I'm on the road to happiness, I'm nearly through with pain
But then all the hatred inside, grew again
I know i've made a few mistakes, but I couldn't pick a truer mate
You've always had my back strong, you helped me take the weight away
& on the day's i was feeling so low, & wanted to fade away
You was there to help me out straight away
I'm grateful for the fact that you've given me a place to stay
When i really needed it, & i really needed it
Depression is a bitch, I'm just happy that I'm free of it
All of that is old news, so forget what i have told you
Cause this is the going to be the last time i'll ever speak of it
(Speak of it)