New Leaders Music - Jack Harper - Reflection [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

{Verse 1 - Jack Harper}

Alone in my zone at night
With thoughts in my mind that I can not fight
Why am I here, like I'm drowning in fear
When i look in the mirror, it'll never seems right..
And im only 13, but this means, that the life that i live, is a dream that ive seen..before
But i will lock the door, feelings of no remorse, in the corner, hiding like i wasn't vulnerable

{Hook - Jack Harper}

I will not let the hard times, hurt me
Its so close to my time.my mind is so stressed that i find, all rights that seem high will decline
Design, or refine the last rhyme, and Imma make it defying, no need to co-sign
Ahh, and i will see you at the top cuz, coming out the cut, cuz im destine to be the next one

{Verse 2 - Jack Harper}

Thanks mom for the time that you left me, all the times you had said u would not leave
Me and my sister were together in the ugly, and my mother was deciding on her next drink
I don't really understand things, but i know that it had to be wrong, and thats the sad thing
And for the fact of the matter, you got a man thats a cowards and i dont really care about him, while u wait on an outburst
I can't stand this shit, i can't stand this shit
Wheres bill money mom? U need to handle this!
You've gotta handle shit, because your man is shit
And he can't help you out cuz your mans a bitch
And this drinking and driving, its time to stop that
I remember the time and the feeling inside when u rolled down the window and there in my eyes
Was a tall glass fillin and spilling with cries
And its alcohol isnt it best when u drive?. And your losing common sense, and im sick of it ma!
Ma!! can you hear me now?
No food in the house can you hear me now?
No food in the house but the wine is out
And your knocked on the couch
And im sick of this shit! I can't take it all
And the time i had fell, you had made me fall, u had made me fall
But i will prevail and i will succeed
For the times i was lost, and the times i was weak
Now its time that i move to the top of the top and i rock to beat like some coal that is hot! Woah..
No power in the house like its solar
But the goal is to get my mother sober
And to move out like i was a molar
Chase all dreams and well never find the closure
Till im older paying what i owe her
Man im sorry but thats simply what i hope for!
I wanna choke her, hug her like a soldier
The way in feeling man its like a rolled coaster/
Were all leaders, all gods in this place
God sent flows like snow in this place
I will blow like coke and its safe
For everybody hating im the gold in this age

{Hook - Jack Harper}

I will not let the hard times, hurt me
Its so close to my time.my mind is so stressed that i find, all rights that seem high will decline
Design, or refine the last rhyme, and Imma make it defying, no need to co-sign
Ahh, and i will see you at the top cuz, coming out the cut, cuz im destine to be the next one

{Verse 3 - Jack Harper}
Im Lost in my mind tonight
And if i stand tall, i will rise tonight
And if the pen falls, and its all i write
Then i will smile bright like its all alright
For the steps that i took, in the life that i have
For a smart young kid in a place full of trash
And my childhood friends always smoking the grass
And their skipping the class, like they're destine to last. Nahh!!
I was always above it, you see the struggle was nothing, and now my brothers in cuffs, ....
And hes just bleeding for jus....tice
Hes just bleeding for justice now..
I got 99 problems, just like you now!
From the bottom, im a scholar, just like you now
I've got a father and i couldn't have a better in fact
Hes the man, hes the rock, and i thank him for that!
God thanks for that!!
And its all have
With the music im a artist like brush in hand
And ill paint this pic, of this past i lived
And the memories will stick, cuz they made me this..way..
Hey! For the kids in the deep end, stay strong, cuz u all got a placement
In this world and you work for the payments
Gotta have some patience, when dealing with basics

{Hook - Jack Harper}

I will not let the hard times, hurt me
Its so close to my time.my mind is so stressed that i find, all rights that seem high will decline
Design, or refine the last rhyme, and Imma make it defying, no need to co-sign
Ahh, and i will see you at the top cuz, coming out the cut, cuz im destine to be the next one!