NF - Your Grace [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro]:
Yeah sometimes
I feel like
(feeling like I lost my mind)
Always close
But I never been to you
And then the next moment
It´s like I´m running from you
And I´m sorry
My hearts supposed to be
But sometimes that´s all I have
Forgive me
I feel lost in my mind
Yes, another pain in my head
I feel so broken inside
With memories I´m trying to forget
I don´t feel like I used to
Matter of fact not even close
I don´t feel right
Yet I choose to
To go to a place I don´t know
Maybe I´m crazy
Maybe I´m not
I feel like I`m out of control
And God I need you
Right now
I never should´ve let you go
Now I´m just so out of control

[Chorus]:
And now I don´t know who I am
This was never my plan
This is the way I was supposed to be
I took it out of your hands
I took a chance
But how am it supposed to see
When I´m blinded
When I´m broken
Looking for a way to escape
I can´t find it
But then I´m reminded of your grace
Of your grace

[Verse 1]:
I thought I was fine
I guess not
If I was I wouldn´t feel this way
If I was okay
And I was so perfect
Then why do I feel so ashamed
And I´m no liar in my head
Screaming I don´t need any help
I say I´m trying yet in the air
I´m only telling lies to myself
I say I want answers
Complaining
I´m just looking for truth
And yes I got problems
Which I got ´em
I seem like I blame on you
It´s like I don´t know what to do

[Chorus]:
And now I don´t know who I am
This was never my plan
This is the way it was supposed to be
I took it out of your hands
I took a chance
But how am I supposed to see
When I´m blinded
When I´m broken
Looking for a way to escape
I can´t find it
But then I´m reminded of your grace
Of your grace

[Verse 2]:
Lord forgive me
I feel so cold
Living in the wrong
Yeah here I go
I don´t want to cry
I don´t want to show all the emotion
I got froze
I don´t know how say this
Easy
But can I can I man me
I don´t see me
I don´t see the things I used to know
Swore to myself
Never let you go
Here I go
Pain again
Here I go
Plan retain
Acting like I´m fine
When in my mind I´m just breaking
Looking for a reason
Wonder why i´m breathing
Why did my momma had to die
Lord Jesus
I don´t understand this
I ain´t never planned it
My plan did never involved
We feeling trashed it
I feel like I keep falling down
Lord please help me up
I´ve had enough

[Chorus]:
And now I don´t know who I am
This was never my plan
This is the way it was supposed to be
I took it out of your hands
I took a chance
But how am I supposed to see
When I´m blinded
When I´m broken
Looking for a way to escape
I can´t find it
But then I´m reminded of your grace
Of your grace