Ngajuana - The Unwound [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I hate the whole planet equally, no jokes
Any day with no tokes, is too tense, cause I ain’t off the deep end, but I’m so close
It prolly wouldn’t take much, for someone to get taped up
And stomped in the grapes, while I piss in their grape nuts
Cause everything I’m seeing and I’m hearing and I taste, touch
Smells just a little fishy to me, like a lake does
Maybe I should quit the game and go to work for pay stubs
....nah, fuck it, I’ll just stay buzzed
Cause anytime I’m sober, I feel colder and it seems that
I only ever see black, wherever I’m looking
Got a dark world view and a brain on drugs
So not too many people ask what I got cooking
Cause they’d prolly rather not know
I’m the type of guy to lure Alice down a pot-hole and sell her for a pot grow
Why am I so hostile? Was raised with the Gospel
But probably wouldn’t reach for the cross over a crossbow

Been bright, but I can’t brighten up
So I’m always lighting up, trying to lighten up, uh
Been bright, but a darkness consumes me
Hate what I once was; fear what I’ll soon be
Hate what I once was; fear what I’ll soon be

Uh, everything is darkness
Everywhere I look now
So I just stay so high up
I don’t even ever gotta look down
I won’t fall; I ain’t scared of this place
This is where I belong, this is where I belong

Uh, but I never thought I’d get here
Up so high, no birds, no jets here
I won’t fall, but - I’m not scared to
I know it’s disappointing, guys, sorry maybe next year
Uh, I’m alone and I’m s’posed to be
So anti-social even I haven’t spoke to me
In close to three years and I know it seems funny
But it’s bout to be a problem, cause I owe myself money
I can’t even be at peace alone; should I come down?
Should I be in society? Have I unwound?
I need to lighten up, til then, I’m lighting up
And probably after, who’m I kidding y’all? I like to puff
Fuck it, I love to puff, probably don’t say love enough
But I don’t even feel it, til my dosage has been doubled up
Darkness is what’s in me, little more than hatred
So as a public service, I’ma stay here, where you’re safest
I’ma keep my distance, suggest you do the same
So if we should ever cross paths, you know who to blame
I ain’t even gonna look down, so if you climb up
Just to meet the unwound, dead is how you’ll wind up

Been bright, but I can’t brighten up
So I’m always lighting up, trying to lighten up, uh
Been bright, but a darkness consumes me
Hate what I once was; fear what I’ll soon be
Hate what I once was; fear what I’ll soon be

Uh, everything is darkness
Everywhere I look now
So I just stay so high up
I don’t even ever gotta look down
I won’t fall; I ain’t scared of this place
This is where I belong, this is where I belong