Nter - Suicide letter [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Chorus]

The monster... blah blah blah

[verse 1]

Blood on my hands im trynna wash the stains away
Pills in my hands im trynna take the pain away
Thoughts in my head they got me going crazy man
Actions of my self slowly breaking down my fam
These valumes i take there meant to get me through the day
I take a handful but still im in the same place
Depression man its got me fucking crying tears at night
In my girls arms she tells me it will be alright
I can't cope man im still in the worst state
She found me slashing up with a fucking razor blade
Call it mental help admit it to the mental ward
She told me loosing you is something that i can't afford
I see my sons face and start to break down
Pop a clerical Micheal please calm down
Im walking on the edge, i can't slip tho
Long kiss goodnight and then i overdose

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[verse 2 ]

Have you ever really tried to take your own life
Have you ever had them crazy thoughts at night
If i choose to leave i hurt the people round me
Im hearing voices in my head, daddy dont leave
Micheal slow down, just take a step back
Spazing out i see a doctor with a needle packed
Full of drugs feel my body start to shut down
Loose control as my vision starts to fad out
Waking up look around where can i be
Strapped to a bed, doctors all around me
I talk to the sky, like mumma where you be at
Flash backs of my face i can see that
Memories racing through my head im insane
Talking to a doc but i dont feel the same
Im over life, i gotta show ya
Deep down inside im a monster

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