Oscar oghenekaro - City of love [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

INTRO
I just made a terrible mistake
I don"t know if am gonna survive it
But it seemz so complicated to excape fate and you can never understand till we trade places
My own wordz i guess
There can be no understanding without misunderstanding
I believe 2b old and wise you must first have to be young and stupid
Am just promoting my past till am past out
Starting with my first love
Let the world hear it

VERSE 1
Yes i didn"t send you flowers but i wrote you all those love note still
I couldn"t buy you flowerz but i did try to put smile on your face
Does that mean i don"t love you because i didn"t show you care the way other loverz do ?
Girl i talk about you to everybody, let them know special you are to me
But you don"t get it
Pushing me away
You don"t care about me
You say you tired of me repeating wordz ?
And you cannot love me ?
Am i that ugly ?
No i don"t think so, cuz if i am girlz wouldn"t have been into me
I don"t think you understand the sacrifice i"ve made, have been waiting for you under the rain, 8 hours and i come to you
You dare ask me why am nodding my head ?
Bitch am catching cold
I don"t know if this is love or desperation
But 3 years i still don"t want to let go
Its like am sired to you
You my worst distraction
Its like i carry you in my spirit
But am tired of being posses with this feeling
Cuz this is folishness
Someone please get me out of here cuz

HOOK
Its like i couldn"t figure out how to love (am i a lost cause ? nope)
Someone take me back to where i use to be
My home @the city of love

VERSE 2
Sometimes i feel something is wrong with me
But i need no goddamn physcologist
To correct me or tell me what todo
I just want to be the one to deal with oscar over superior and my evil twin
Me generalizing things, sometimes i hurt the ones i love that ain"t how it suppose to be
Cuz lately i haven"t made my parentz proud
A voice keep talking to me deep inside
Oscar you lying to yourself
Cuz you slowly dying and you denying, your health is declining
With your self esteem you crying for help
You don"t admit when you get hurt
You just do something stupid or try to cover it up, but tonight am breaking free
Cuz i alwayz show love to the wrong people and my rights are being taken away from me
Why do they do me in a class with a bad name, and rep me off my pride for God"s sake ?
Am tired of being the victim of hate
Am tired of being the victim of shame
Its like am stuck in between two worldz
But i"d rather be @the city of love

REPEAT HOOK
VERSE 3

For those of you who never stop believing in my vision
Plz accept my apology
I feel like am back to normal
I feel like me again
My life is no longer a movie
I just want to thank everybody for baring and waiting patiently for these last couple of years while i figure this shit out

HOLD NOTES
But nobody has everything
Thingz are never what they seem
So you can"t assume
You just gotta speak your truth
Cuz i still believe nobody helps you in this life without seeing a lil potential in you
But my mum said even the greatest gotta suffer sometime
She said truly theres no man who canbe your jesus
But they are few who are ready to take a lil burden of your cross

OUTRO
Despite every nerve in my body trying to break or hurt someone
Am holding it together the best i can for my family