PinkPantheress - I must apologise [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
I never wanted to cast doubt in your mind
I'm not acting the way I think you'd like
We went for dinner and now you're acting paranoid
If only you knew the way I felt inside on that night
(Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh)

[Verse 2]
The paranoia, it happens all the time
And that's 'cause lying's a big problem of mine (Just a problem for me)
But I still do it, now I'm by myself again
I tell so many that I can't see them end
So I said

[Pre-Chorus]
If I could, I would make amends
Today, I wrote a list of them
The way it starts, the way it ends
I signed my name in marker pen (Yeah)

[Chorus]
I must apologise
Before I end thе night

[Verse 3]
It's not a game, I want to change
Thesе days end up something the same
The way it did some years before
I've lost so much, I'll lose some more

[Verse 3]
I'm not able
To tell you what you need, it's a shame 'cause
They say I should be honest more, one day, I'm sure
I'll figure out the reason I was telling lies for

[Outro]
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh (I must apologise)
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh (Before I end the night)
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh