PuKe King - Sleepless Nights [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

My life just feels surreal like a Salvador Dali
People coming up to ask what I am on. Actually
I'm just high on life, feeling great like Gatsby
Can't believe I'm here, to be heard, like actually
In the flesh, in the press, to my head, here I go
Would've never guessed where I've been a year ago
A year ago my laptop broke and I quit this
A murderthon later, murdered every song; hit list

While you were getting head, I was getting heads up
Everyone I met told me I just need to step up
It had me fronting. "Fuck it, I'm the next up!"
Yeah, 'til I went and messed up
(Fuck) Fuck, that made my chest hurt
Figured I should just quit cos it only gets worse
But it didn't, I recovered and I never felt better
Standing with the talent, rapping

"This guy's a show stealer!" But I'm quietly modest
By the night I'm a savage and I write til the morning
Then it's sleep til the evening, then I try to be Thomas
Wrote my verse like a novel, I'm entirely honest
I'm a nice guy. My verse is sickest
No remorse if you're in it, got a nerve and I hit it
Not allergic to winning but when serving my lyrics
If the crowd is too big I prefer to be in it

I wrote a song at Christmas that never got released cos
I was close to suicide, like I had lost my freedom
It was gonna be my last words, I think I called it 'Free Lunch'
A white flag, a 'fuck it', before I unplugged me but
I couldn't take my life and I'm happy that I didn't
I imagine every night how it could be different
Never imagined it like this, though, all these blessing I keep getting
It's almost too much, but I'm thankful

While you were getting head, I was getting heads up
Everyone I met told me I just need to step up
So I stepped up

"I've had sleepless nights, filled with senseless fights"