Ray Endeavor - Suicide Note [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1: Ray Endeavor]
Suicide Note, tryna keep my eyes closed
Ducking the worlds troubles, so I don't begin to fumble
I'm keeping out of sight so my presence just lies low
Fuck everybody around me just a bunch of fakers and psychos
I really don't care whether or not my message gets across
It's a pointless waste of energy that winds up getting tossed
So why do I even try? In a couple years I'm about to die
A Pessimistic way of living is the true form of sinning
Winning was never an option, my soul is constricted with yellow tape that says "caution"
So i feel I just lost it, but back to my reality, fuck all the formality!
Thnking to myself, What do I have to do to earn a decent salary?
Goddammit!, I'm runnin out of options, claustrophobic talkin
My mind is gettin boxed in, to every young man that had doubts about the outcome
A simple answer is down the barrel of a gun, and one

[Hook 4x: JayRod]
Lifes a bitch, and then you die
Thats why we get hiigh
Cuz you never know when you're gonna go

[Verse 2: Ray Endeavor]
Suicide Note, tryna keep my eyes closed
Duckin the world's troubles, so I don't begin to fumble
Who the fuck am I to despise all of the lies
That I try to keep inside, when the truth just hurts the most
Making me wish I was comatose, So i don't feel all the pain big or small
Don't make a difference to me, its all the same
Everybody tellin me that the rap shit won't work for me
That it's Tomfoolery
They tell that the time of success is too soon for me
Well if its true, then I'll be dead by the age of 23
Up in the sky, on the far side, listen to Pharcyde hoping that I never (DROPPPPP)
Cuz life never stops, once you leave this world
It's easier to die than it is to be alive
I could get my knees to floor, or liquor on my lips
Dive into money, surround myself with chicks
But if I'm gone tomorrow then it don't mean shit
So its Fuck what ya'll say and you can suck my dick!

[Hook: JayRod]
Lifes a bitch, and then you die
Thats why we get hiigh
Cuz you never know when you're gonna go