ReQ Cartier - Reflection [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I try to, sit back and relax up in this cold world
But I'm focused on money & fucking pretty girls
My mother struggling working hours for fucking pennies
And I'm just failing in school, the lord should fucking kill me
See mama spent her last on a nigga
And I'm the reason why she really wasting plenty figures
While mama working and going broke for my education
I'm just chillin, fucking bitches with no hesitation
Picture that, ya mother thinking that her son is doing right
He went away to school & left the hood for a better life
But in reality, your still the same
You left the hood, but the hood in you will never change
That's real shit, like messages on a Sunday morning
You know the pastor speaking facts if his people mourning
That's why they quick to throw tides up in the nigga plate
They believe that he would never lie to they face
But little do they know...

Contemplating on cheating on me...
Knowing that I hate the thought of another nigga
Inside of them walls, where many, of my unborns made it
I love her, so to me, her pussy sacred
But see Nicole a different breed, from ya average chick with double d's
She 4'11 with an attitude & thing for weave
Her, mother is sick and struggling everyday to breathe
This is something on her conscience...
Plus I'm fucking up and watching other bitches, please
I'm barely acting like the man that I use to be...
I call you beautiful, we argue, then I call you bitch...
...it's crazy
Flirting with ya friends, when you be avoiding mine
I feel bad that I told ya Philly joint she fine...
Even tho I didn't cheat, I think that I deserved...
That little dose of that shit I learned march 3rd
When I confronted you...

Living in sin..
I'm so ungracious
But to understand why the fuck I am this way...
You would need a, spaceship
Cause my mind is out this world
Some other shit, I can't explain
The view is tinted on my window pane
No man is perfect, I'm working on being more than Dunna
No "you remind me of ya father" cause I barely knew him
So you compare me to a ghost, cause they share the same value
He shares the blood of his child too...
But he ain't give a fuck, so I shouldn't give a fuck
It's all for self, others feelings is left in a nut
That I prolly busted in some random skeet...
Mouth, of course, I got enough unborns as we speak
But I apologize to everyone I treated wrong
The list is long, I couldn't fit y'all all in one song
I'm looking back upon my past, asking is this me
Im turning into something that I said I wouldn't be
But I can't fucking help it...