Rex Pharaoh - False World [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

VERSE 1:
Another day passes, still searching for a reason
Looking for an excuse to call out this empty feeling
Why lead a life, when living it lacks a meaning
Stuck wandering around in the darkest of seasons
Im doing everything to reach what i always dreamed of
Days with swimming pools, mini ramps, and latinas
Who know their way around an erected penis
And to play a show in major city arenas
It seemed seamless, but now im getting frustrated
At the fact that not a single person has a fuck to give
Put myself out there only to be humiliated
Obnoxious exterior is falsely simulated
Dark nights cooped up in the stuffy apartment
Hard hammering away on keyboards and guitars
Sparring with myself to keep all my shit on par
I made a promise to my mother this depression is harmless

CHORUS:
In this false world seems that im the lead preacher
As the demons laugh bleeds through the speakers
Long for the days where i can see a little clearer
Who is this monster staring at me in the mirror
In this false world seems like i am the reckoning
Motions pass slowly, with motivations menacing
This life of hell can be a little unsettling
A god damn shame this is how I'm developing


VERSE 2:
Why do i put in all this work when no one gives a shit
Not a single person even listens to the words i spit
Countless nights writing dying for that first glimpse
Of recognition, but im surrounded by chimps
I wanna chip them off, these faggots are fucking useless
Got the juices flowing, swear im gunna leave them toothless
Didn't have the proper guidance to show me any prudence
Don't fear me baby, I'm just a fucking mutant
Why waste all this time praying to a god
When all you do is live a shitty life, die and rot
As the days go by your name becomes forgotten
Melting away like your dreams at the bottom of a coffin
I made a promise to myself that i would never let that happen
Life a life that extends beyond me breathing on this planet
Always was a leader never robin, only batman
Try to make everything picture perfect like a canon
They say hard work pays off, but my check bounced
The balance is a little bit off within that account
Ive given everything i have, and gotten little reception
All my friends blame it on my altered perception
But fuck them, who really needs a fucking friend
Only hit me up when its for their benefit
Whatever this shits done, so flick the fucking lights off
The devils at my door, says its time for us to ride on

CHORUS:
In this false world seems that im the lead preacher
As the demons laugh bleeds through the speakers
Long for the days where i can see a little clearer
Who is this monster staring at me in the mirror
In this false world seems like i am the reckoning
Motions pass slowly, with motivations menacing
This life of hell can be a little unsettling
A god damn shame this is how I'm developing