Rex Pharaoh - Strung [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

VERSE 1:
To say im insecure is a little bit modest
But i always had a hard time with being honest
Try to be a man of word, still breaking the promise
Think a little backwards like a japanese comic
Never puffed the chronic, but still feel blacked out
Can't afford dinner, i just might pass out
Shits always happening
Thats why i rap, I use it for channeling
My anger, im pretty quick to snap
One of many flaws wrapped in the burlap sack
And packed to the back of an unstable brain
Played with a bunch of demons waiting to be slain
Its plain that people don't tend to get me
Always had less amount of friends then enemies
Seems to be the reciprocal of succeeding
Even though success is far from reach
Not even close, but fuck these faggots
Ragging on rex for expressing his feelings
But fuck your feelings
I won't seize till you're on your knees kneeling
Turned your back to me when i needed you the most
Float around aimless with the strain of a ghost
Your just a parasite, with a body as a host
And im a douchebag gather round for the toast

PRE CHORUS:
So this is the part where i break it all down
Bring it back to the cut, like a king to his crown
Strung up from the guts, hung up looking down
Clutching out for a hand but there's no one around
Laughing out loud, its a cloud of illusions
Snowball effect of all of the conclusions
If you got an issue say it to may face
I'm well aware that im fucking disgrace

CHORUS:
In the end i never gave a shit
I can do this on my own
No i never really gave a shit
Im better off alone
Said i never really gave a shit
You're useless anyways
No i never really gave a shit
Im not weird im just..me

VERSE 2:
Always had it rough with the opposite sex
On the hunt for pussy i never was content
Which left me with nothing in the very end
Depending on the love of my bare right hand
Dreamed of holding on to the prettiest girls
Want to share them with the visions of my twisted world
But i always i fucked it up
Cuss im an ugly fuck
But this fuck has had enough
He's breaking scales out through the rough
To toughen up, suck it up
Yet i'm still fucking up, but
Played sports just to make my dad happy
Wondered why he was never in the stands looking back at
Lack of his presence didn't short for the damages
Im a better man for it, taking off the bandages
Guess i really can't complain
He threw my mom money when he had the spare change
When he wasn't taxed out from whores or cocaine
Or whatever other things he used to sustain
Growing up looked to goku as a father figure
Learned lessons from imagination and action figures
Odd call didn't make up for my hatred to you
But i want you to know dad i forgive you

PRE CHORUS:
So this is the part where i break it all down
Bring it back to the cut, like a king to his crown
Strung up from the guts, hung up looking down
Clutching out for a hand but there's no one around
Laughing out loud, its a cloud of illusions
Snowball effect of all of the conclusions
If you got an issue say it to may face
I'm well aware that im fucking disgrace

CHORUS:
In the end i never gave a shit
I can do this on my own
No i never really gave a shit
Im better off alone
Said i never really gave a shit
You're useless anyways
No i never really gave a shit
Im not weird im just..me