RoxXxan - Real Talk [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Verse 1:
Yo, every night before I sleep I watch friends
I guess I miss mine
Damn I think I miss time
A little lost right now
I think I miss life
I'm just tryna get in tune with the enemy
I'm fighting for the winner me
For too long I've been a sinner me
I'm tryna prove everybody wrong who thought I wouldn't change for none
The truth is, me I change my game for mum
She's all I care about
So no, I don't wanna hear about or know about your whereabouts
If I could, I would meet you there to tear you out
Just so I could show you I'm the best around
And I don't give a fuck, I've got nothing to lose
So if you punch me, yeah i'll bruise.
But then i'll come back and i'll bun your crews
Cause backpack gang, we're better then yous
And yeah I'm better then them
So I won't lower myself or go run up my mouth, nah
I prefer to write a letter for them
Bars and flows, I've always been a trendsetter for them

Look, Rox you're starting a vendetta again
I got a fresh pair of nikes and yeah my sweaters in trend
I'm just tryna get my mind right, before I hit the limelight
Cause this is my life and I'm not gonna lose
And damn I love the centre of stage
With the crowd singing along or just shouting my name
And when they do, it kills doubt in my brain
And for a few minutes, there ain't nothing I can't gain
And then I'm off, back to the strain
That's back to my yard where my troubles remain
I build a fat zuggie and I sit in my room
Ipod on, im just pumping my tunes
Cause this is therapy to me, I'm just out in my mood
If I'm not doing this I'm probably out with my crew
And if I'm not doing that, I'm at mikeys in the booth
Spitting the truth, as I do, i've been this way since I was a youth
I'm the pudding here's the proof
Tears running, ears brunnin'
I hear them talking but I'm coming
Haters I hear them talking but I'm coming
The gem in i, is such a gemini
But I love it, it shows there's no them in i
Although its crazy and its mad
I guess, I could blame it on my dad
But I've never been the type to talk about what I haven't had
I'd rather talk about what I'm gonna get
Like if I work hard I could be next
I'm tryna take steps, please don't get me vexed
When I switch it's intense
Hence, I jump on twitter and I'm at it again
A bad day, I guess I just need a friend
I'm tryna' structure my brain so I can out it in a pen

(Mikey J)
So I can out it in a pen
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Yeah, I'm no longer scared
I'm on my rights, I changed my wrongs
And I'm still holding on
Yeah, fuck the world, I don't care
Been on my own for this long
So I'm doing my thing
Oh, so I'm doing my thing, yeah