Self-Provoked - Define Paranoid [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

-Verse 1-
Walking down my street around 2AM
Writing on bus stops til the morning blends
With the night, Im high
Wish I had a disguise
I dont like being recognized by low lifes
Tryna start shit
Always on that tryna be hard shit
Tryna pull cards
Where you from, these fuckers make me car sick
And I ain't even drivin for my sickness I hear sirens
Paranoid, I never close my eyelids, I ain't rollin dices
No chances are given, now im walkin all lifted
Dodging cops from a distance, my enemies want me missin
And nowadays, I can only fight with one arm
So who harmin who?
Has a greater chance Id rather stick through the dance
Finally, past the 7/11, back to my side
Where I reside, where everything is all fine
Cuz by that house, your guaranteed to find my peeps
Tryna start shit, youll get your ass written on like jeeps
-Chorus-
These are my thoughts everytime i walk the street
Paranoia yo, it got the best of me
Define paranoid, when we livin with police
And other things, that got us dodgin while we creep
-Verse 2-
About to go inside the crib to pack a fat bowl in the bong
But i crossed a lady, askin me directions to the mall
She said she smelled the herb and
Wanted to smoke along, she was bomb
So followed my thoughts, and got inside the car
Where are you takin me miss?
I try to say all smooth
She acted strange, looked at me and said
You have no clue?
And that was true
So I really started thinkin
Why she going to the mall?
That shit is closed, I got a feeling
Then we approached the mall
She looked at me and saw
That I was kinda nervous actin all alert and odd
She told me to relax and 10 seconds after that
I see 5 mothafuckas with masks and bats
I get out the car and put my hand in my pants
Pulled out my nine and bangbang that was the end of that
Awoke at 3AM, sweatin like im runnin laps
I ain't even own a gat, life as a paranoid cat
-Chorus-
These are my thoughts everytime i walk the street
Paranoia yo, it got the best of me
Define paranoid, when we livin with police
And other things, that got me switchin when i dream