Sha Stimuli - I Apologize [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse One]:
Look
See, for everybody that heard New York State Of Mind
Where I said that in some time you'd see New York State as mine
Now it's five years later and I guess I'm real behind
So this song is like my way of saying I apologize
Shit
To say it's not my time would be pessimistic
Yes I'm gifted, driven, I can rhyme
I do songs, hooks, concepts, flows that coincide
With the music, but my songs aren't stupid and I don't lie
Damn
I'm sorry I ain't flossing
And the whip game, chain hanging with the price it's costing
Isn't part of what I give to you, it's tough for me to force it
Had a spot but yeah I lost it, Lenny S it's not your fault
Shit
Dawg, you got me in the office
I was street teaming, deep dreaming, major label offers
And we took one
Look son, on my way to fortune
But the kid never ever came out, it's like abortions

[Hook]:
So sorry
So sorry
I ain't mean to cause problems for nobody
The bottom line is, I apologize

[Verse Two]:
There's no one to blame
Jay, I'm sorry that I mentioned your name
It's just part of the game
You worked hard for your dollars and fame
And Ty-Ty said your crown was my aim
I beg to differ I'm different
I didn't mean to just give up and stray
From my mission to get busy in the NCAA
And go further to the league or overseas and up my pay
Ma I'm sorry, I just thought hip hop was another way
Shit
I should have practice my jumper
I wouldn't have to practice rapping much dumber
I'm such a prick
If I had half of the hunger
I had when I was doing battles and younger
I'd be the shit

[Hook]:
I'm So sorry
I ain't mean to cause problems for nobody
The bottom line is, I apologize

[Verse Three]:
I'm sorry for making joints that make you think or make you feel
I'm trying always to make a point
Always getting head or tails
Never need to flip a coin
It's so easy, if you can not beat me then you should join
I'm sorry that I'm real
I'm sorry that I'm nicer than that person that you like and
I'm off, without the Vicodin
I'm filling up the pages with my name each time you type it in
On Google and I'm the truth and even though you find a li/lie within
Stimuli, there's two I's
One you/U, yeah I took that L but made it through
To every ex/X that was asking why/Y, I had to G 'em
I'm a mess
Thought my ass was fly, so I was fleeing
I was being such a pimp, just blind
Selfish, conceited
Only feelings that I stressed where mine
Guess I was needing new women every other night
Touch 'em like I'll love 'em right
Then explain I think I love another type
And that's not you
That's not cool
I know that I acknowledge this a couple times
Dozen rhymes
Fuck it, I'm misogynist
That's trying to evolve that's why I'm spitting this, honest shit
Sorry I ain't drop out of college
Brain made me smart as shit
That's why I graduated
With some honors, but I'm sorry that my daddy couldn't make it
He was living then
Listen friends
I was feeling hatred
Should have squashed it y'all
I promise when he passed it had me shaking like...
I'm thankful he made me
I wish he could have heard the radio play me
I'm sorry people is shady
Then again, I'm the problem here lately
I could have gave more money to Haiti
I'm so sorry

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