Sik Kid - Broken Home [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Chorus: Sacka Lish] X2
We don't go back
This time...
For a place to call my own
For a place will I go home

[Verse 1: Sik Kid]
Yeah
How can you live it up when you hit the point you don't give no fucks
And you're trapped in a slump and you can't provide and your life sucks
I wanna make changes but my past is so bad that I can't erase it
And people judge me off and I know I need savin'
They'd rather put me down than embrace it
I'm more than just another rapper who's trying to get famous (famous)
Rejection and the negligence I just can not contain it
You tell me it's all right, but then why am I losing every fuckin' fight!?
And I ain't kiddin' vicodin prescriptions
Anti-depressants pack some and crush
Prozac still don't make me happy I don't get it
Would it make me smile
I let the bullshit piled
And then it gets overwhelming that's when I get psycho
Suicidal, I don't have an answer
I called God's name
And he replied with laughter
I was born mind-fucked
My brain is workin' backwards
And in my story there is no happily ever after! (ever after)

[Chorus: Sacka Lish] X2

[Verse 2: Sik Kid]
I don't got a home
Everywhere I go I feel alone
It's like I'm cut off from everybody and they're trapped in the Matrix
I stare inside and I see the holes and their lies, the deception, then visualize the propaganda that gets televised
You're all brainwashed and I'm not
That's why I'm the only friend that I've got
All my old friends they got dropped
They more crooked than cops
Y'all are tied to society like y'all got a couple of knots!
There's blood in my veins and it pumps hatred
I hate the fact that when I rap it couldn't get me outside of this basement
The lights flicker
My minds sicker
My thoughts iller
My brain triggers
I die realer (realer)
Man this world is full of fakery
Rappers are just make believe
Fairy tales
See me they never say a thing
Tryin' to kill myself esteem
While my parents
They raised a king
I don't know where rap is taking me

[Chorus: Sacka Lish] X2

[Verse 3: Sik Kid]
Do my prayers even get to God
Because the life that I'm livin' is just too hard
You don't wanna go back to the old you
There's so many struggles in my life that I go through
And excuse me if I sound depressed
But sometimes I gotta get this shit off of my chest
I'm being mind-fucked and I feel like I'm being possessed
And because of it I feel like I just can not progress!
I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
They see it
I have a dream and I pray you believe in me
Cause I keep standin' up for no reason
And I get knocked down
Back down
I can't even
Take it, it's always good and into ya
I'm smokin' hookah, I knew you were in the slump and all day they would brough ya!
And life screws ya
And I told myself I would blew up
But I'm still a loser...

[Chorus: Sacka Lish] X2