Silvaski - Solitude [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Why is there such a distinction
In your eyes, blinded by the blinkin'
I deride my mind, what am I even thinkin'
This disorientation bullshit will eventually be my death
This state which I pull shit intentionally to secede my sense
I got no attachment or connection with one person
All I got to grasp with is my perception and these rhymes I'm dispersin'
I swear what it does to me is unprecedented
Don't care it shuts off to me what could be my best or less demented
Don't care if I was actually somehow about to lose my virginity
If I was to dare act out of dastardly chance to relieve my rhymes, that's a sin to me
Kids would deem me as awkward
Only in the mention of rap would I be the one to talk first
They see me as I jot words
Wondering why I'm not involving myself or mingling with the crowd
When you're younger, you always meant well when singling someone out
But I always used it to become for enlightened
The kid you passed in the hallways had the freedom to become insighted
Maybe I just was a pissed off kid who didn't give a fuck
Maybe the reason I had those sick thoughts to give it up is because I hadn't lived enough
Just sitting, isolated, filling empty lines
Wishing that I made it and emptying my mind
Disdaining from everything but rhyming and it's concept
Hating that it's the death of me, but that's the process
To thrive off of the agony, have an ambition out of grief
Derive off of this maddening damn bitch which is me