Sin - Indifference [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Part 1:
From good to bad to i dont know
If i could go back i probably won't
I probably should when i've lost control-
The nights got me good when i want some more
And here i am to watch them roll sayin
'here you are to take off and go'
The gold paved road is a trick of its own
After those who dont think of the end of the road
When all i am is all for you
Still im misunderstanding to all your truths-
Sometimes i am the darkest room in-
Side my mind, my hearts a tomb
The thoughts of you can keep me awake-
Still im caught in this loop of sleeping away-
Any of the pain or any of the worries
I've been numb to these things so here i am-
Thinking im numb to it's sting so i dont give a damn-
Why feel anything if it all comes to pass?
-back when jesus saved our hopeless ass
Still all i am is more to ask for-
Good's sake, you could lose your way
With which road to pass is the road you take-
Still it has always been meant to happen
Through this place we see a promise
Choose the way you want to be seen throughout it-
Live what you say or just think about it-
Never was i completely right
Discretely careless i could be completely wrong
It does't matter if your'e the thief in the night-
To me it's all to see a better place
I pray to see a bigger change
Even though scripture says the end of days-
Where time don't matter, it never did
I hear em say 'the hell with it
You can chase for relevance
Here i am to see right now!"
So here i am to watch them roll sayin'
'here you are to take off and go'
(the gold paved road is a trick of it's own
After those who don't think of the end of the road)

Part 2:
Still all my souls set out to you
A brand new fire, the lights from you
A brand new mind inspired by you
-yet my spirit has always been
The stars still sometimes catch my eye-
It's hard to believe this all was one-
As far as it seem, still how close you can feel-
When you show me a sign im where i need to be
When the road to pass is the route i take
With foolish acts just to do them thangs
The truth of the matter it's foolish ways still for-
Good's sake, you could lose your way
All my life and all my heart
To learn what's right from doing wrong
To view the heights of heaven's sights
And thru my heart, it ends alright
Thru the dark i step on by-
To a spot i get to shine
All my thoughts and lessons of mine-
Keep to see a better time
Even if i go astray
Here you are to show me a way
Let alone you shine the light-
It seem it's fixed in front of me
Really, this world means nothing to me
Why feel anything if it all comes to pass?
-back when jesus saved our hopeless ass
Yet it seem to get worse as it go pass-
Cuz the way i live is the way i feel
When i feel nothing it all means the same in this-
Evil place with evil ways i hope to-
See the day that evil changes
People say 'we seem okay
Send the missle the their dismay'
Droppin' bombs, they lost their lives-
And here we are to scheme some more
There they go to take control
I pray to god they can't take my soul
Droppin' bombs, they bought some more-
To take their lives, the cost of war

Part 3:
From good to bad to I don't know
If i could go back i probably won't
I probably should when i've lost control-
Still the nights got me good and i want some more
With which road to pass is the road you take-
Still it always has been meant to happen
(When the gold paved road is a trick of it's own
After those who don't think of the end of the road)
With all my heart and all my soul
It's not enough when im alone
Here Jesus is to lead the way-
It seem to easy, it seem to close
Even if i go astray-
Here you go to show me a way
I thank you for the guiding light that-
Seem it's fixed in front of me
The way i go, what i chose to do-
Is exactly what im suppose to do
Is there hope for a hopeless fool?
As i do what i want cuz nothing fucking matters
Make a stand with my mistakes
Here i am in my dismay
Sittin' in the darkest room in-
Side my mind, my hearts a tomb