Slyrex - Sadie [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Verse 1
Dear Sadie
I think I love to suffer
College is cool but it's hard when you an up and comer
Trying to make something from nothing, and everyone other
Than you seems to be doing fine
But who am I to preach when I'm stuck and blunder
Every time a cute girls happens to say hi, adjust the rudders
Pretending to be above the others
I wanted to write a song for you but ended up at Brothers
Now I'm just another
Kid buzzed cause of a cup or two of something someone put in my hand
My vision's foggy
I can't tell if it's tears, I'm tripping probably
I know I need to dip but your lips are calling
Then I trip, I'm falling
Into an abyss that's descends upon me
As your hands move to my chest and we're kissing softly
I say "I only need you"
You say I need a different hobby
Than reminiscing, oddly
Now I'm waking up
In a bed that's not mine, and you're angled away from me
I move and you stay asleep
But something's wrong, I move to see your face and then I angrily
Realize again that you were make believe
And the girl in this bed is someone that I met when I was anxiously
Thinking about the way I used to keep you up too late to sleep
Now I'm glad we stayed awake together
Cause you're underground, away from me
A place where you can stay asleep
Goodnight


Verse 2
Dear Sadie
I hear a ring from my phone it's loud
And think about the ring I never gave you to hold it down
And think about the way you never got to hold a child that came from your own canal
Alone in a broken house
But anyway, back to the phone, I know the sound
It's "In The Air Tonight", your call tone, I'm hoping now
That you might wanna chill, so I leave and go to town
To our spot, the place by the orchard down by the lake
I pull up and wait for an hour
But you don't show up
Why do you never show up?
We were supposed to meet here just like every other time
But again you skipped it, just tell me why
Is it because I failed in giving you a home?
Is it because I bailed and didn't go to your funeral?
I'm sorry, okay?
I couldn't stand to see your body in a casket, you're alive and everybody's okay
Just quit punishing me for being dumb and come back to me
I swear I'll quit my job and every minute we'll live happily
Of course, it was good so short is what it had to be
But who gets to make the rules? We'll pass this catastrophe
This sadness attacking me
And I could never fight without you looking after me
I know, I know
Never raise my voice when I'm with you
I'm sorry baby, I just really miss you
Please wake up?

[Beat change]

Verse 3
Dear Sadie
I don't wanna disappoint you
But I really miss you and today I think that I might join you
Before you tell me off just try to think what I'm going through
Though you say it's selfish, I can't help but disappoint you
Some men are only controlled by what their loins do
But me, I'm trapped by what my heart and mind point to
Heaven where you are, that's where I'm heading today
Isn't it selfish of you to tell me to stay?
It used to be bearable but now I'm getting the pain
In worse doses, as I find that I'm forgetting your face
Life moves either super slow or breakneck speed
But no more, today I'll be setting the pace
And if zero's where I have to go to be with you in paradise...
You say it might be worse but I'm willing to throw this pair of dice
To meet you up there tonight
Climbing up the stairs to height of peace and love
Suddenly
As I'm sitting in the park a little kid walks up to me
And says I look like his daddy
Uncomfortably, I say "I'm not your dad"
He says "I know" and then shrugs with ease
"My daddy left when I was in my mothers stomach, he didn't like me enough to stick around and keep me company"
And then the boy leaves
Me, I stay and stare
In a haze, and scared
Sadie, you're not playing fair
Stop trying to muddle things
I wanna be with you tonight
Why are you tryna keep me from making moves that's right?
You think I wanna stay here in a ruthless and stupid life
And go through long days and not be with you at night?
That's not fair
That's really not fair
I want to see you, do you really not care?
Cause if I come to where you are
Just for you to be mad at me
That would be a tragedy, travesty, catastrophe
I need you to be glad for me
And you too, we'll be together living happily
And lavishly with Jesus, wave hi to Adam, Eve
And anyone else while it's happening
Doesn't it sound like perfection? cause if you asking me
I can't think of anything more perfect
Sure I'll leave some stuff behind
But I can't think of anything more worth it
Then right then I see the boy cry
With big eyes lookin back at me
Asking me why daddy had to leave
What am I supposed to say to that?
I pat his cheek
And say "Life happens, we don't always have the answers
But it's never really the end"
And right then I hear you laugh at me
Wow...
Wow...
Okay...
I...pick the boy up
"Where's your mom?"
You're still laughing, geez
You tell me that's exactly what had to be
For me to see the light through my own words and that could be
The reason I'm still breathing tonight if that's what happens, B
You tell me that I still have a whole life to live, just survive
And one day we'll meet the right way on the other side

Goodbye