Slythot - Sunken Friendships [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Another addition to the lost friend abyss
As if it was my mission for friendships to feel missed
I guess I do kind of use the feeling to fill clips
And shoot shit, really it's got nothing else to do with
This that I call my antisocialite type of life
I'm not one to write about petty gripes
It's often “murder on sight” or “think about life”
But right now, the sound is about this little fight
With all the capabilities fillin' the internet
I could, at any time, make the effort to re-connect
I could type a “what's up” and leave it in sent
But again, I don't know if you would count me as your friend
So I think back to the last words passed and heard
About who has dirt and who slapped first
And about the reasons for us leavin' each other as bastards
And knowing I still know all of that hurts, but
I just wanna attempt to get the time repaired
I know it will be awkward so I'm writing to prepare
The awkwardness and honesty mixing makes me scared
Cuz I don't wanna make you think I have despaired
I also don't wanna lead you to think I never cared
I just want you to know why it is I wasn't there
I was goin through some pain I didn't wanna share
It's the kinda thing that left me feelin' peoples' stares
I swear, that is it, I know it sounds stupid
Maybe this is goin back to me not being lucid
But that's the reason at it's most basic and truest
Back in the day you helped me to not lose it
One of the few to make me not feel used
I didn't know what I was takin' was abuse
You used to shift my view away from what I struggled through
Never gave me answers, always handed me clues

Then I disappeared
Your calculations were cleared
I was nowhere near
The place you called here
I took the title of “gone”
I had gotten too long
Like branches and sheers
I got cut and moved on

...and I regret it
That says it...

How did this greatness ever end like this?
How were my words mistaken for a kiss?
Necessary sense of sanity was missin from my mix
And givin it out seemed to be your true gift
So I followed it and swallowed it and took it all in
I never wanted the accomplishment of corruptin' all this
Used to talk to you on all I'd do to get with other chicks
I never thought, you'd think it warranted movement to your lips
Similarities between our damage and our reflex
Carryin' our baggage gave respect to all the rejects
Walked away from our lives to talk and just reflect
Always saw rebellions as another group of sheepheads
Gave each other time to recollect what we said
Pickin' at our minds to find fresh deepness
Shared each other's methods with our meaning of sex
Never meant to imply that I wanted to caress
No desire of divorce from your life you've ensured
It's your right to enforce your faith as still pure
It was nice to be your cure until my presence was ignored
To my credit, I had said it, but it's better under floorboards
The first of my kind, brought purpose to my mind
And the noise that was inside, my voices didn't rhyme
And for once that was fine, but then my tongue got tied
And you thought I crossed a line, the knots said“Jesus Christ
Fine! you got it! Good god, goodbye!” Knowing you
I thought you would at least try to dig a little bit and think about why
But you didn't even listen so I'm pullin' over this ride
We were meant to be friends in the ether of never
With all of that confusion, I'm glad this was severed
You're not the only one to think as much as I do
And, dear God, if only I knew

Then you disappeared
My calculations were cleared
You were nowhere near
The place I called here
You took the title of “gone”
You had gotten too long
Like branches and sheers
You got cut and moved on
And that says it...
Can't forget it...

It's self control
With self awareness
All in all wrapped
In the ability to share it
Our coexistence
How it's properly cherished
Learning to listen
How to take in while starin'
Walkin' in, walkin' out
Who's stickin' around?
Just live in the now
With wrecks deep underground
Make the memories sink
While the lessons all float
If you can breathe you can think
And with people there's hope
Just for clarity
Popularity isn't what I promote
This is just some advice in hopes to keep those
In your life close
All the while sometimes keepin certain doors closed
These are the ships and you are their captain
Maintain the ability to live and keep laughin
Some may blow away, some may stay
Keep movin with the wind, no matter what happens
These are the ships and you are their captain
Maintain the ability to live and keep laughin
Some may blow away, some may stay
Keep movin with the wind, no matter what happens
These are the ships and you are their captain
Maintain the ability to live and keep laughin
Some may blow away, some may stay
Keep movin with the wind, no matter what happens
These are the ships and you are their captain
Maintain the ability to live and keep laughin
Some may blow away, some may stay
Keep movin with the wind, no matter what happens