Soul Khan - I Should Die Today [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Hook:
I should die today
You walking away
With everything I need in me girl
I’m saying, everything here
Was once such sweet sweet love
X2

1:
It was a summer unlike any other, loving was hot and heavy
Plus she had crazy legs, so we was rocking steady
I felt like akinyele mixed with arthur fonzarelli
Should have known better, soul
Homie, you ain’t gotta tell me

Daydreaming in this meadow of steel
I was a couple of levels above head over heels
She had a
Physique that could weaken a celibate monk
But her
Sweetheart demeanor was a delicate front

No nevermind that
We were both especially young
So anything that I expected was ahead of the gun
But one night, she wasn’t checking her phone
I should have left it alone, but I knew she had that nose that tended to run

I was stressing and panicking, had abandonment issues
I was texting and calling, hollering like damn it, I miss you
She said she’s deading it, I said you know the past that i’ve been through
But she ain’t even wanna talk about it, so all I thought about it was

Hook:
I should die today
You walking away
With everything I need in me girl
I’m saying, everything here
Was once such sweet sweet love
X2

2:

Now here’s the part of it I never really brought up before
Cause I ain’t wanna trouble my sister and mom anymore
But since the beat is still rolling and I gotta record
Let’s address the messes I made soon as I walked out the door

For starters, I was drunk daily
Stuck in a rut a paleontologist couldn’t dig me out of to unveil me
Soul was the titanic, no boat or a life jacket
Another week of this and my blood would become bailey’s

Like what the hell’s occurring?
Waking up in union square smelling like somebody else’s urine
Clothes moldy like I never knew they sell detergent
Overdramatic acting like I was in hell and burning

Or sometimes sitting on the train platform, letting my legs dangle
Thinking maybe I should jump down, getting my flesh mangled
Luckily hesitated and stopped my decline
And reconnected with some friends who told me I would be fine, I told ‘em

Hook:
I should die today
You walking away
With everything I need in me girl
I’m saying, everything here
Was once such sweet sweet love
X2