T.A.C. - Adulation Pt. 2 [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

(Pre-Verse)

But why the fuck you that time from me
Why the fuck you take that time from me
Why the fuck you take that from me
Is it sad to say I knew it was coming
I thought that you loved me
I thought that you loved me
But then you left me
Look at where you left me

(Transition)
Oh I thought you loved me.

Man I thought we were perfect
Man I thought you were worth it
But I guess I was worthless
Like i don't deserve shit
You know whats the worse shit?
Three days before you told me that
I'm the one for you
You'd never leave me
Even if your parents said to do it
Then your parents said you had to do it
So of course you do it
Then not even a week past
And you're talking to a nigga that
Supposedly was just a friend
Was i gonna smile then?
That you lied to me again
Now you're on the internet
Telling people that those nine months was the worst you had
Like you glad that your dad
Said I'm bad
And got mad
At the fact
That i wanted you over on my 18th birthday
But two weeks pass
You call me and say that
Your parents are assholes
And won't let you be happy
Look at you, running to the person they said couldn't make you happy
So I told you that you're not gonna use me
So I hung up
And you choked up
Cause you thought I was gonna stay on the phone?

(Oh I thought you(3x))

And then you said I was heartless
How could you do this
How could I do this?
Man how could you do what you did?
What happened to the promises mothafucka?
Said you were gonna marry me mothafucka?
I was supposed to take you to Europe
Get a house, two kids, and just settle down with you mothafucka
How the fuck could you say I was bad lover?
When the day that your mom told you to shut up
About some pets that died
And you cried
And you were by my side
And I told I will be there for you no matter what
And I kissed your scars that you caused
And I made a song that you love
Remember Stay?
Now you didn't stay
You just ran away
Now the song has no meaning at all
But fuck it

I'm happy without you
I replaced you with cigarettes
Now the kid that you knew is no longer here
I'm just a silhouette
You made me me
Can't you see
This is me now
I don't wanna settle for no female
Oh man its so many details
To this shit
But I don't give a shit
Because you know what
I still love you
I still care
And I swear to god I will be there
When you're scared
Or you're new boy won't help you out
I don't give a fuck
You were my first love
You were my first one
You were my first kiss
You were my first trust
You were my first fuck
You were my first one
Said it again cause its the truth
And now its 1:30
I'm looking at the heart that I drew you
And smoking on a cig
Look at the stars and wonder when I'll make it big
Looking at my wrist like when I'm gonna slit?
You were the missing puzzle
You were the only reason to live
We went from baby I can't live without you
To I hope that you die a slow death
Thats the process ain't it
Of this generation
Love don't exist in here
I cry one tear for these bitches
Pop one for all of these niggas
Pop one for all of these niggas
Man I hate expressing myself
Can't even look at myself
Can't even live with myself
I wonder if these pills help
Well I hope you're happy
I really hope youre fucking happy
Don't worry about me
I'm not fucking happy
But I distract myself
From killing myself
But one day I know I can't
All I ever wanted was to be great
All I ever wanted was you with me
But now this is my last song
My last album
When I die
Go to my dead body sitting on the throne
And feed it grapes
Go to my dead body and feed it grapes
I said Go to my dead body and feed it grapes
All I ever wanted was to be great
All I ever wanted was you with me
Go to my dead body sitting on the throne
Feed It Grapes