T.A.C. - Slave [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

(Verse 1)

Mom asking do I wanna die alone
Honesly mom I don't really have a choice
I know you want some grandsons and a wife to call a daughter
But it'll never happen, I am set to be a loner
It used to be I only needed weed and arizona
But now I hate weed, never been to Arizona
I told my niggas maybe it'd be great in California
But that's just an excuse I have to own up and admit
That it's shit
Every day I think I wanna quit
My soundcloud ain't blasting
It ain't getting many hits
My stomach is now churning like it took a couple hits
I lost my girl and now I'm replacing her with these cigs
I know I'm gonna die if I continue
But honestly that makes me feel much better when I inhale
I prevailed
My last fails
But now I feel like I'm reaching my last tale
Damn
And the only reason that I still live is my brother
But really I never let him talk to me bout my problems
Or his
I mean hes just a kid
He still doesnt have a bucket list
He walks into my room like who the fuck is this
My father telling me that this music shit isnt blowing
I agree
I really do agree
But i dont wanna be another kid from this city
Who wanted to live a dream and ended up in the streets
Don't let me be

(Hook)

They never said life will always be fair
But thats no reason to be scared
But goddamn it how I wish I was there
Yo I'll be there
I wish i could be there
Just let me be there
Someone put me there
Let me be there
Let me be there

(Verse 2)

And video games don't please me like they used to
I sold all of my shit, cause honestly I am growing up
No longer am I stuck on a screen
Playing ps3
Pretending to be
A character inside these plots and fictional worlds
Searching for a miracle girl
End up staying up at 4 am
Talking to a friend
Bout how I want it to end
Yo you think this is pretend
Like I dont have these thoughts again and again
Man fuck it, I'll just write a will
Pop some pills
Let em take affect
Dont wake up the next morning
Have my father come in check on me
And see that I'm dead
Hide my brothers eyes
Tell my mother, cries
Like why did he have to die
People that love me around my coffin
Three of them that hate me
Ex friend, enemy, girl that used to date me
Have em speak about how I was good guy
How I went too soon
Hope hes in the sky watching us
All I'm watching is the death of a loser
Pain abuser made excuses
To make up for losing
My purpose is useless
I always wanted to be a legend
Help the world
Change the world
Etc. etc
I really do feel like this is my last words
But I'm to pussy to do it, and it only get worse
But if I do find the guts
To take knife and cut
Just know that I am better off left in the dust
But

(Hook 2)

They never said life will always be fair
But thats no reason to be scared
But goddamn it how I wish I was there
Yo I'll be there
I wish i could be there
Just let me be there
Someone put me there
Let me be there
Let me be there

Cause goddamn it I'm so scared
I'm so scared
I'm so scared of myself, my own reflection
Scared of my own reflection
Just let me be there
Just let me be there
Just let me be there
Oh
Just let me be there
Just leave me to die
Just leave me to die
Just leave me to die
Just
Just leave me