Terrell - Different State Of Mind [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
Can somebody tell me where the hell I went wrong, was it last year
Done with the crying so I'm drying up my last tear
Just done with it all, I just can't get it right
I'm not the type to fight a battle that's an uphill flight
Sleep late, I'm up early though
Do what I can to show these people I deserve it though
Man I swear, they just don't want me no more
Even if they did before
I'll just keep doing my thing
It ain't nothing new
And if it is I hope they take offense
Can't write my wrongs entirely, scrap them as late regrets
I been through the ring a couple times, through shit I can't forget
Lately I'm sick and really I just feel the need that I just gotta come home

[Hook]
I just wanna know if I'm feeling ok
If I'mma make it today
What if they blocking my way
But I know
There's no one here
That's stopping me now
Best believe I'mma make it through it all

[Verse 2]
Me and the 5 Star crew, man we tryna live
Talking to Nick almost everyday cause he got some ideas
If we leave the queen, a better shot is possible
And I'm just at that spot thinking that anything is optional
Squashed a few beefs, with the same cat
Well I just rapped and he just ain't have much to say back
I guess that's how it goes, they talking but won't trade blows
They think its tag like I won't hit em at the safe post
I know I said once, that I would never change
Thinking again I never did, just had to learn a few things
But aye its all good, even when it feels strange
And I'll remain the same even after the deal has came
Don't you see, I'm just doing me
Not quoting myself, since my titles becoming routine
Fake friends hide in the open, think they blended with real
Missing the feel of a substance that I ain't needing forreal
My biggest fear is dying before I'm truly happy
But that day will never come when I break from those who attack me
Its like a living a mother fucking fairy tale
Focused on ahead not haters that is in back of me
Yeah, I'm spilling it all
And when I make it, best believe that I'm living to ball
People telling me I'm really bouta kill em all
But the city been just so good to me forreal and I just wanna stay home

[Hook]
I just wanna know if I'm feeling ok
If I'mma make it today
What if they blocking my way
But I know
There's no one here
That's stopping me now
Best believe I'mma make it through it all

[Verse 3]
Old girlfriends turning into bitches
Is it me or was there something missing in the pictures
Prolly that guy on the side that she was busy kissing
Too bad I missed it or I'd actually manage to give descriptions
I swear, its nothing new, these girls, they come, they go
Need my Aaliyah, a woman that's down to rock the boat
If I could do it again, I prolly wouldn't
I know I prolly shouldn't
And all the chances I gave, I shouldve overlooked them
Living my life is music to my ears
And that's what I'll become a slave to, not fame when it appears
Dreaming of late nights and making it home when sun rises
And taking flights all over the world with no surprises
Feel my demise is, never gonna come
The track I'm on is one I never wanna wander from
Getting hate from those that's living in my own city
Like I ain't constant with repping the one I'm coming from
Its strange, I always listen when they speak of hope
And taking notes tryna improve and get my mind afloat
Some get a taste and put it to waste
Just know that when I get my plate I'm slated for a second date
Never getting full of the fame like its my only diet
This ain't a job, its what I'm loving, maybe you should try it
I'm 5 Star to the death, man my team is flying
Just listen to the shit we saying, you playing it and its sounding like home

[Hook]
I just wanna know if I'm feeling ok
If I'mma make it today
What if they blocking my way
But I know
There's no one here
That's stopping me now
Best believe I'mma make it through it all