The Lost Talent - What I Do [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

See I don't rap cars nor dancing
I rap scars and pain shit
Mental shit - the strange thing
That I strangle myself
They can't hurt me - only I can
And I do and I'm insane
Plus I'm asocial, lonely and can't understand
How to change... Or maybe just can't
Fuck it it's a flaw I can't repair
Ive been out there looking for help
Looking for love
Found nothing but more things to weight than it was
Still can't handle myself
I'm in the auto-destructive mode
What's up with y'all ?
Ya never had it ?
When you make everything to hate yourself more ?
Least I don't do drugs
If I did ...
I wouldn't have shit
Not even a bridge to sleep under
I'm a Jew when it comes to money
So I will forever psychologically fuck up my dome
When I spit with hunger
Believe that... Cause I'm close to eating my soul
This rap - I need that
My only therapy, I think
Cause you muthafuckas ain't hurry to help me with that thing
It's getting out of control
It's spreading!
I don't even know if I want to get out of it anymore
For real though, I don't really need y'all
Not now when I'm already down
With Titans locked down !
It ain't all right and it won't be
But I don't give a shit anymore
I will be muthafucking happy alone !
So take a breath
Fuck you and leave and never come back, ho !

This is what I do
This my revival
This my suicide note that I'm gonna leave for y'all
This my flow that I brung just to entertain y'all
I'm fucked up
I know it and I won't change it
I'm just crazy
Fuck you I don't need you, baby !

I don't love bitches
I don't love dudes
I don't love her
I don't love you
And I dont love me
I dont love a fucking crew
I don't love a fucking hood
I love my mom
She gave me everything that she could
Wish you could
But you don't want to so fuck you!
And I won't let you cause I'm an asshole
I want to feel bad
You don't have to check pulse, I'm dead
I want to make millions and be gone
They will say "he left"
And I'll be in my mansion alone with my PS3
Fuck the world for couple of reasons , you will see
As years will be passing me
Definitevly i wanna be an enemy to my existance
But y'all don't care nah...
Yall don't listen !
So fuck it I'm gonna stay here alone
Happy watching you muthafuckas fall !
Write some songs
Sing a chorus, say I don't need you
And I'm gone for a steak from barbecue
And I don't give a fuck what's your IQ
You may think that I'm dumb
Prolly I am but writing this shit and feeling sad is What I Do !

This is what I do
This my revival
This my suicide note that I'm gonna leave for y'all
This my flow that I brung just to entertain y'all
I'm fucked up
I know it and I won't change it
I'm just crazy
Fuck you I don't need you, baby !

You prolly don't know
But I'm a one woman man
But no woman for me, man
I even stopped going to brothels fishing for ho's
Matter of fact I stopped fishing for anyone
I don't like to spend doe on myself
So unless you want me to buy something I won't
What the fuck is wrong ?
I was a thug, now I'm just cool
And you don't wanna kick it with me
I miss the presence of a girl next to me ...
But now I'm gone
I won't even look for someone
I'm gone and I will be for long
I don't want love
Fuck it - it's no love
For all you ho's
I hate you bitch
And that's a statement to everybody in my voice reach
Preach!

Stop
Talking to me
I'm not friendly
I'm indifferent to you
Your not even my enemy
And I don't pretend shit
From day one I told you
I was never a goon
Never a dealer nor a gangsta
But I wasn't good

This is what I do
This my revival
This my suicide note that I'm gonna leave for y'all
This my flow that I brung just to entertain y'all
I'm fucked up
I know it and I won't change it
I'm just crazy
Fuck you I don't need you, baby !

When you meet me on the street
I'm gonna be smiling and shit
But for real I wish you'd be gone already
Bitch I'm all fucked up in the head with
Life and me
I don't like people ...
I don't like y'all...
Please understand and leave
Or finally I'm gonna leave you cripple
I don't have a pistol nowadays
It's too much of a pressure to shoot these dudes nowadays
I don't box now...
I'm in no shape actually
I'm in a lyrical fitness and thats it ..
But physically that's shit
I'd rather let myself sleep in a box now
Cause either way my life style
Makes me sleep during the day
And wake up when the nights out

Stop
Talking to me
I'm not friendly
You are my enemy
And I don't pretend shit
From day one I told you
I was never a goon
Never a dealer nor a gangsta
But I wasn't good

This is what I do
This my revival
This my suicide note that I'm gonna leave for y'all
This my flow that I brung just to entertain y'all
I'm fucked up
I know it and I won't change it
I'm just crazy
Fuck you I don't need you, baby !