ThisisDA - Electric 18 [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
I have dreams of plucking an R’n’B chick
Making hit after hit, in the studio that is
But these dreams don’t make me rich
So I’m scheming on my own, 18, time to get grown I’m on
‘Nough of lies cause I’ve had enough of playing
‘nough of the games I’m trying to hear what they saying
‘nough of the time I’m feeling demotivated
They soaking me full of hatred and hoping that I don’t make it
But damn it I open spaces like never before
See the, the way I spit it? Give it ready ‘n raw
And if I, I’m ever trippin’ hope I do kill the source of all this pain that’s got my brain in this damn game
Feeling stuck and ashamed that I can’t get myself together
And with every change I feel under the weather
Man I’m sick of this mayne, how ridiculous can this be?
I’ll stop complaining I guess you get what I’m saying, so I’m screaming

[Chorus]
What does it matter to me? It doesn’t matter
‘Cause you know it’s the same old, it doesn’t change yo, no way
What does it matter to me? (nothing) What does it matter?
‘Cause it’s the same old, it doesn’t change yo, no way

[Verse 2]
Thing is
If I don’t spit it like it is and die with no kids it’ll be like I never lived
So I give it like this: You see the main goal’s to live forever
How can I ever be impressed with the finest leathers and sweaters?
I’d rather better myself, impressed with nothing else
I’m selfish to the world of money and girls and everything else
That’s small thinking; all they do is more drinking
I’m into less blinking and stress thinking behind a desk
Even though I’m writing less I’m steady try’na fight this mess
Hiding behind this mic is getting me nowhere
How can I put this in words?
“Live” is no regular verb, spit an irregular verse
Of the daily troubles of a nigga living in the ‘burbs
And though I crash ‘n burn everyday I learn taking turns just to make it work
Feeling so close to berserk, what did I do to deserve this?
Life ain’t perfect
Feeling er, it’s inert and worthless so

[Chorus]
What does it matter to me? It doesn’t matter
‘Cause you know it’s the same old, it doesn’t change yo, no way
What does it matter to me? (nothing) What does it matter?
‘Cause it’s the same old, it doesn’t change yo, no way