Tsu-Surf - Lone Thoughts [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1: Tsu Surf]
Light a blunt and see visions while I'm recording
Long nights and early mornings, rain sleet, shit it was pouring
I was grinding, they was yawning, some of them was still snoring
Had the black and silver 9's, but couldn't afford Jordans'
Alright, alright, believe in upstairs, down here some sinning happen
Tried to move E's, the result of that was cinematic
Bright lights, big bangs
Mobbing to that old Dedication; that real Wayne
How ever many the truck fit deep
You die in your dreams, you die for real so the pills kill the sleep
Sun coming up, we still wide-eyed
And couldn't tell my brother shit, when his Mom died
Swore I had all the answers till that night
He said they gotta fix it, they'll bring her back right?
Wrong, some found a better way, some lost
Wonder what you got to lose the win, and at what cost

[Hook: Lu Jerz]
You don't believe in God, tell me what you see then
There's gotta be something that you believe in
I hate to (??) but it's made me strong
Hardest money to be made, I'm just trying to make it all
Tell me what to do, tell me what I need
How to be a man, and succeed
Show me the reason, the reason
To be

[Verse 2: Tsu Surf]
Optimistic bout' life, with pessimistic dreams
I stand out, why would I work hard to fit in between?
Why would I kill your ROOK, when I could kill your QUEEN
Cool with my CASTLE, fuck a ring, with a different team
See I'd lose with them, before I win with y'all
Love that nigga, shit I'd die for my nigga Fall
Anticipating the worst that could possibly come from sinning
I know what we doing wrong, but chilling seem wrong when you winning
Who's the judge, man we all wild
Telly Stravie's with my bitches from out Long Island
They get it for the low, they drop it low
Sound like a plug to me, so I got to know
Wonder if the buzz got 'em chirping
Or the swag got him twerking, or the pills got him working
Or the hate got him lurking, or maybe I am perfect
Shit, or maybe I am perfect...
Till we find out, I just nod out
Rap & Drugs prayin' I dont Amy Winehouse
Till we find out, I just nod out
Rap & Drugs prayin' I don't Amy Winehouse

[Hook]

[Verse 3: Tsu Surf]
I could take you through my troubles, shit be to real
Xannies or Mollys, be like red pill or blue pill (Matrix!)
Can't see shit until you look close
Didn't think twice, didn't blink, shit I took both
Long nights up, equals long day sleep
Stomach for my team, I ain't full if they ain't eat
I'd die just thinking of my downfall
Them square niggas rule 1, stay from around y'all
They pray for me, I pray for the haters
Just waiting on that check, please somebody call the waiter
Just blew another quarter, bitches think I'm changing
Just copped another nickel, still down for spraying
If I had a penny for every dime bag
I could cop a whole dime bag
If I had a penny for every dime bag
I'd cop a whole dime bag

[Hook]