Tuan X - About To Fall [Bonus Track] [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Hook: Cryptic Wisdom]
Sometimes it starts to feel like
Like I'm standing on the edge about to fall
Sometimes it starts to feel like
Like I just can't depend on me at all

[Verse 1: Tuan X]
I swear, I sit in this room sometimes
I look back on my life and I wonder where the time went
All of the time spent chillin' on the corners
Havin' Grandma worried 'bout where I was and when I'm gettin' home
Almost a decade has passed and I'm still here on my ass
Recording these songs and writin' these poems more
But I feel that I lack the progress that I need
Got no job or a seed, one mouth to feed and a college loan
But I digress.. when did life become about stress?
I miss throwin' Pop Rocks at fat cops
And runnin' from 'em wit' Ken and Dunny
Now them same dudes that I used to scheme wit'
Takin' {hot} shots in prison, I heard he died from it
Now I'm writin' rhymes from it..
That's how life does it, do it, did it, done it
Now I'm tryna get it all

[Hook]

[Verse 2: Tuan X]
Done broke enough hearts to make my Ma hate me
I know she doesn't, but if she knew all I did, she would double back
I love hard and I love quick, not one that I've been with
Would ever say I ever gave the best of me
Guess I was scared to, or too unaware to
Realize it hurt them that much
Whenever they would get close, I would back up
And if she got distant, I would scrap her
Drop her, divorce her, leave her and whore some
Next lil' hunny wit' an ass and a small torso
Guess it was more-so my insecurities
Will I ever be secure in me, truly I don't know; so
Here's a warning to all my future lovers
Love hard and love quick and then love another
Cuz I'm the worst lover and I ain't the best friend
But if you need a good fuck, I guess that's where I fit in…

[Hook]