Verdugo - Help Yourself [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1 - sung]
I can not see anything anymore
Everything I see is gray and a bore
For a second I saw a ray of light
A second that was seven months of time
After the sun stopped shining I went blind
And fought the sun through the midst of the night
I drown myself in the ink of my pen
In hopes that one of these days I'll forget
The past and I won't be a nervous wreck
So I sit back and write a ton of raps
When I'm done recording I get laughed at
Friends and family all tell me to turn back
While I still can 'fore my life turns to crap

[Chorus - sung/rapped pattern]
Is there someone who feels how I feel?
No so go cut yourself with that sharp steel
I am hearing voices in my head
Take a bullet to the head, they'll drop dead
My life is colder than zero Kelvin
So what? You are smart and look like Sheldon
Can anybody help me? I need help
You're the only one who can help yourself

[Verse 2 - rapped]
Yeah, you no longer see light the same way
Soon the puzzle pieces will fall to place
And life's gonna get better after that
At least it didn't end with getting slapped!
It all ended with some words on a pad
She took the pen, you got mentally stabbed
But look, at least you had seen it coming
Look, at least you finally had something
So what if you get laughed at for rapping?
At least something is finally happ'ning
Where you are getting is closer to success
All thanks to a brain, Twitter and some pens

[Chorus - sung/rapped pattern]
Is there someone who feels how I feel?
No so go cut yourself with that sharp steel
I am hearing voices in my head
Take a bullet to the head, they'll drop dead
My life is colder than zero Kelvin
So what? You are smart and look like Sheldon
Can anybody help me? I need help
You're the only one who can help yourself