XEL - Coming Down [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
Somebody tell me this is all a dream
Hearin' the hollow screams coming from my soul following
These milligrams in the bottle I been swallowing
So that's what you been callin' clean?
What's the purpose of this life if you're a fallen king?
And I been losin' weight but lookin' sick as hell
Cause I'm a rebel that's on the run, but they'll never book him in a cell
And I ain't eating right, can't fuckin' sleep at night
And I can't even see the road again but someday I wanna reach the light
Thinkin' of jumpin' out of my car so I can have a little peace in life
You can keep the house and keep the wife, guess that I don't need it, right?
Yes, my thoughts are raw, cause I would climb up to the top of walls
But drop and fall, she thinks I'm crazy but addicted to my pain
It's been inflicted on my brain, so we just sit here in the rain
Like "When's it gonna change?", shit, it never will
If I don't heal this pain soon then I guess that I need some better pills
Doctor tellin' me it may never be right again, so
I live in the misery, but I will invite a friend though
You, you like the indo, I just stand by the window
My homies lookin' at me like "Damn, where you been, bro?"
In the underground, doin' what? Shit, nothin', try'na
Figure something out, there ain't no smiles, just a bunch of frowns
So much anger in my veins, could only punch the ground...
Guess that I'm coming down...

[Chorus - 2X]
Somebody take me away, cause I'm runnin' out
So much pain in my chest, can you pour me up another round?
My heart feel like when thunder pound
Couple more that's in the bottle, then I guess I'm coming down

[Verse 2]
?? the old soul inside of me is cold snow
Like Curtis Mayfield, if there's a hell below, we both go
I thought you broke though, still am and I coast low
Thinkin' of reasons I should stay here when the ? low
But fuck it, I ain't never coming back, see
You fed me lies with those pretty eyes but kept the love intact
So what's it matter though
The menace in me was never some [?]
Shattered soul, doin' everything I can to not be in that status quo
Welcome to the Native and Mexican white rapper show, rap game McEnroe
Servin' everybody with backhands, but I'm tired of life
Still don't know why I write but if I had hype
I would use it, and build an empire
Vision blurred, hittin' curves, man, I've never been higher
Prayin' to something I don't even believe in, walkin' in fire
My life has fell apart, hangin' on by thin wires

[Chorus - 2X]
Somebody take me away, cause I'm runnin' out
So much pain in my chest, can you pour me up another round?
My heart feel like when thunder pound
Couple more that's in the bottle, then I guess I'm coming down

[Outro]
Couple more that's in the bottle, then I guess I'm coming down
Yeah, I'm coming down
Can't keep doing this
Cracking under pressure