XsMph - Beginning of the end [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Looking at the news it makes me sick to my stomach
Pussy cops beating kids like they don't give a fuck
And they wonder why we grow up fucked in the head
With a kitchen knife bloody and his stepdad found dead
Got the walls painted in red
On thanksgiving night, he gave up the fight

My future ex wife last night made me cry
Made me scream "Fuck thug life! I am not a cloned guy!"
Life is a bitch so you gotta fuck it like one
(Anthony have some balls)
Man nigga! Fuck You!
Don't tell me what to do, I am easily confused
No guidance once again so I'm a go and kill a Jew
And that's not what you think
And when you see the story of my life, 182, don't blink

Looking at the news it makes me sick to my stomach
Home invasions left and right killing people over nonsense
And twice last week they hit a house by my cousins
I never preyed to god but I thanked him for looking over her

Undercover thieves, who breaks hearts and leave
And makes their existence in this world seem to seize
In your mind, we're all designed they same kind
But I don't know why they don't give this guy a try
We're all special people beyond these alter-egos
A different soul from the lies, rape rhymes and everything else
I'm sorry if I'm higher than the dusty pipe on the top shelf
I left it alone so I relapsed for the fuck of it
And ate M&M's and fucked up power chords