Young jay hawk - Shouldve apologized [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I got a dark soul cuz the krap you put me through
Yeah it was all a lie, but you said it was true
Man you dont have a clue.to think I thought you knew
The reason I am the way I am is all because of you
You always hit me and called me names
Yeah every time something happened I was the one blamed
You never showed me care only disrespect
And lookin back on it now I dont really give a heck
You were alot bigger than me,but now your just a tiny speck
And your lucky I have enough respect to hold myself from breaking your fucking neck
Yeah. you treated me like shit till I got that bit of confidence that helped me stand up and fight against you
And that shit you did to me
So atlast I could be free from that misery,that now I hold so dearly to my heart
You came at me like a dart,always trying to start a fight
Inspight the beatings I took each and every day
But now im gonna be a man, take a stand and beat the living hell out of you
Until you feel the type of pain that I went through
Now its my turn to do the same to you
Yeah. im gonna break you from your bad ways,im gonna take you away forever
Never to see another face, for the rest of your days
Im sorry it had to come to this,but now im much oblidged
Yeah I hate that I must do this, but you shouldve apologized