Tekst piosenki
[Verse 1]
For hearing all my doubts so selectively and
For continuing my numbing love endlessly
For helping you and myself: not even considering
For beating myself up and over functioning
[Chorus 1]
To whom do I owe the biggest apology?
No one’s been crueller than I’ve been to me
[Verse 2]
For letting you decide if I indeed was desirable
For myself love being so embarrassingly conditional
And for denying myself to somehow make us compatible
And for trying to fit a rectangle into a ball
[Chorus 1]
[Chorus 2]
I’m sorry to myself
My apologies begin here before everybody else
I’m sorry to myself
For treating me worse than I would anybody else
[Verse 3]
For blaming myself for your unhappiness
And for my impatience when I was perfect where I was
Ignoring all the signs that I was not ready
And expecting myself to be where you wanted me to be
[Chorus 1]
[Chorus 2]
[Verse 4]
Well, I wonder which crime is the biggest ?
Forgetting you or forgetting myself
Had I heeded the wisdom of the latter
I would’ve naturally loved the former
For ignoring you: my highest voices
For smiling when my strife was all too obvious
For being so disassociated from my body
And for not letting go when it would’ve been the kindest thing
[Chorus 1]
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