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[VERSE 1]
Age 15 was the age I started weed and age 16 was the age I became a fiend
Then came 17, the year I OD’d and now Im onto 18, just chasin a few „dreams”
Who knows if I’ll reach 19 after living like this
Throwing away my life just to feel a little kiss
I’ve always caused trouble and I hope to see a glimpse
Of a brighter future whether it’s for myself or my kids
Maybe I can change, maybe it’s not too late
All I know is that I can’t sleep until about 8
Am and it’s killin me;
Financially, academically, and now relationships I mean really?
What am I doing fucking around with this mentality when I know my full potential is 20 times what it be…
If I would just wake up
I’d realize that these eyes inside I have been deprived by my idealiz-
Ations, and as a result of that I think Ima have to leave the nation
Maybe I’ll kick it back in Dubai
Smokin sheesha instead of Rollin trees up…
As for now, I can’t leave
I gotta pay back the deeds done for me
[VERSE 2]
You know, when i start to look back at these marks on my map, i start to feel sad that I never fought back
I could’ve been great, could’ve had it all
But instead i OD’d a combo with fucking adderall
This was the first flag that should’ve changed my course
I should’ve thought long and hard to find out where the source
Was coming from but i just didn’t care
I was impaired and scared and was starting to lose hair
But If i could, I would, I’d go back and change
All those things that I did that did damage to my brain
Cuz it never hurt me but it caused a ton of pain
To my mother, my father, even my siblings felt the same
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