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I wanna delve into my memories again
I’m a liar
Least I used to compulsively
Ruined a lot of people for no reason but me
I was selfish beyond selfish
My decisions were crass and my reasoning was bull ish
And I know this, but
It doesn’t change the past there’s so much I regret
I try to hide it but if I could do it again
I’d do it oh so differently
But that’s life they say you learn from your mistakes so as not to repeat
Am I learning anything though when all I do
When I think back is grab the noose
I hate the way I treated you
Who is you, there’s a whole lot of „you’s”
That’s why I’ve got this whole song dedicated to you
I can’t forgive myself for how I treated you
Don’t think I don’t think about it all the time I’ll never see it through
The guilt I feel is true, I hate me not you
I wanna’ make it better but I don’t know what to do
I’ve been fucking up for too long
We never ever got to say so long
And I know that you glad I’m gone
But I had to tell you in this song
I’m sorry for the things I did to you
Everything I did to you
I’m sorry for everything I did to you
I’ll take it first to the exs
Ashley things got outta’ hand
One word turned into another rumors spread
Sending your new boo after me was fucking wrong
Still I’m sorry for the trouble I caused
Taylor, oh my god I know I broke your heart
I know I lied the whole time and I’m the reason were apart
But the way I further treated you was despicable
I hate to think about the shit I said I revolt myself
Tessa I just fucking played you
Same with Taylor Liza and Monroe girl too
I don’t even remember half your fucking names
But the guilt I feel is really still the same
I got two more biggies but before I get there
I’ll give number three to Michaella sorry I shared
Way too much of my life with you and got you involved
Because in the end I always knew that I would break your heart
(chorus)
Okay so number two I am gonna give to my boo
Cause I obviously fixed things still I’m sorry you
Had to go through hell and you still are
Not entirely my fault but I’ll still take part
My indecision and self centeredness was so obnoxious
I get sick to my stomach thinking how I made this
Such a difficult relationship, thank you baby
For sticking through this and still loving me
Number one I’ve had locked in a vault
But the agony I feel inside made me bring it out
I’d been fucking over my best friend for fucking years
I’m so sorry Breanna but thinking ’bout this brings tears
To my eyes, not from narcissism but from real pain
Now I know you’re gone forever and that ain’t gonna change
Your friendship meant everything to me
But I know you reap what you sow so this is meant to be
(chorus)
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